October 19, 2017 (Thursday)

October 18, 2018

Yesterday was a subjectively shitty day. Objectively, it wasn’t – the temperatures continue exceedingly mild for the time of year (70-73ºF), it was sunny, I didn’t have too many chores plaguing me. But I felt sick about my finger and my head kept spinning with what I initially misidentified as a Queen song, but which […]

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October 18, 2017 (Wednesday)

October 17, 2018

If my handwriting is occasionally messed up here it’s because I have a still-throbbing (albeit better) middle fingertip on my write – my right – hand where I sliced it yesterday while not being careful enough with the Mandoline. Why is it called a “Mandoline,” anyway? It doesn’t sound – only the user does when […]

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October 17, 2017 (Tuesday)

October 16, 2018

I am going to know what passing time feels like again. Writing these morning pages, keeping track of dates and days, will promote this knowledge. This morning, for example (and what if I ever reread what I write here?), I was up at 6a.m., sitting down at my desk shortly after. There’s some kind of […]

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October 16, 2017 (Monday)

October 15, 2018

It’s interesting how often I sit down to write morning pages, but immediately – before even setting down the date – think of two or three other things I should put on a list or immediately do instead. It’s obviously the busy, chattering mind, driven by feelings of guilt and / or neurotic self-talk. I […]

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October 15, 2017 (Sunday)

October 14, 2018

It’s just weird being back here. In so many way, I do not know how I arrived in the first place. Well, in the “first place,” it was a) W. getting a job in Massachusetts; b) starting a family and not being able to find a suitable (and affordable) condo in Cambridge or Boston (as […]

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October 14, 2017 (Saturday)

October 13, 2018

Taking stock: I feel confused and slightly sad about being back here. We live differently in the “new world.” Most of it I like, but there’s a roughness and brutality to it, too – and interestingly, brutta means “ugly” in Italian, no? – which Europeans (especially Italians with their aesthetic flair) eschew. There’s our climate, […]

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October 13, 2017 (Friday)

October 12, 2018

On our return flight we watched Alfred Hitchcock’s The Birds (1953) – what a strange (like: really strange) film. I had seen it before, and as with so many of Hitchcock’s films, one tends to remember the frightening aspects. The highlights, …or low lights, if you will: the dark at the top of the stairs, […]

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October 12, 2017 (Thursday)

October 11, 2018

This will be a short, short entry. I’m tired, slightly hung over (and consequently not fully rested): last evening we met B. for our farewell drinks and dinner, starting with prosecco at the hotel bar and continuing with excellent food and wine at the Yellow Bar. Great dinner with B., such fun to talk at […]

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October 11, 2017 (Wednesday)

October 10, 2018

Siena wasn’t as interesting as I’d hoped. Okay, okay, “interesting” is entirely the wrong word… “Alive”? Florence, as a city, is more alive and “buzzy” than Siena, which seems far smaller (because, d’oh, it is?). There were highlights, although the day also started out rather badly, even though everything seemed okeydokey at first. We got […]

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October 10, 2017 (Tuesday)

October 9, 2018

We climbed the Duomo yesterday. I’ve been on a tear about all the idiotic photo-taking by tourists, and I myself have taken more or less no photos. And I took no photos yesterday, from the imposing height of the lantern, which was crowded with fellow awestruck tourists. But now I rather wish I had taken […]

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