April 2, 2017 (Sunday)

April 1, 2018

It snowed a lot yesterday. Quite a lot in fact. All of it was extremely slushy and wet, but snow and blow it did, starting around midday (after a morning filled with wintry mix and ice pellets) and lasting till about 4p.m., after which it was all bluster. But the wind was cold, perhaps making […]

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April 1, 2017 (Saturday)

March 31, 2018

Skyped with A. We talked about the weather – a freakish heatwave in Europe, whereas we’re punished by a miserable winter storm that’s less of a storm and more of a seemingly interminable drabness and misery. I also talked about the politics here and how I’m just about ready to run screaming from the room […]

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March 31, 2017 (Friday)

March 30, 2018

I wonder what my mind did – what I thought about – during the “rusty nail” incident, before I passed out? There must have been a rising sensation of fear, and then pain, so what would my mind have done? How would it have reacted? We know that eventually, at some point, it blacked out […]

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March 30, 2017 (Thursday)

March 29, 2018

Last night W. and I went to a dance performance, which was a fundraiser for three refugee families newly settled in [city]: one Afghani, one Syrian, one Congolese. I don’t think any of them were at the event, however. The event venue has a raised, open area in back, and the first thing to greet […]

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March 29, 2017 (Wednesday)

March 28, 2018

Mid-“week,” for those who are nine-to-fivers on a Monday to Friday schedule. Their numbers are …numbered? Either their jobs already have or will morph into the precariat economy – not all, obviously, but a growing minority of them – or, if they are employed in such a traditional way (employed, mind, not the small business […]

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March 28, 2017 (Tuesday)

March 27, 2018

Where do you want to live? This question dogs me, unanswered. I might have an easier time describing an abstracted landscape simply by adumbrating my comfort in it through an enumeration of who should be in it. W., I want to live with W., but I’m not sure where. My kids, their families (when they […]

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March 27, 2017 (Monday)

March 26, 2018

Rivulets. Ferrules. A perfect cliché of a Monday, this: first, it’s Monday, globally the bane of cubicle – or open office – slaves, of working stiffs in any profession which still adheres (how cute) to the concept of M-F / 9-5 as opposed to the gig economy’s 24/7-ism. Still, even if you’re a Task Rabbit […]

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March 26, 2017 (Sunday)

March 25, 2018

While I meditated, the thought presented itself to me that I really – and I mean really – am in the wrong place. I love my house, and we’ve established that a great home / house is important to me. But I don’t love this place. I love specific bits of it – which perhaps […]

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March 25, 2017 (Saturday)

March 24, 2018

We really have little idea just how susceptible our minds are and how difficult – if that’s the right word – it is to maintain sovereignty. Note: I did not say control. I said sovereignty, by which I mean the ability to focus attention where we want it focused (not where things or events tell […]

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March 24, 2017 (Friday)

March 23, 2018

Somehow, when I’m writing down these dates – March 24, March 23, and March 22… and possibly earlier, possibly every date in the calendar year – I get this strong, pulling sensation that they’re supposed to mean something, and I have no idea what. I suppose, were I completely future-oriented, writing down a date would […]

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